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^^^Eggy gives some really good advice. I can't talk about loss, never having experienced it to such a degree, but everything that Eggy says is essential. Feeling sad is natural, and testing is always difficult. I've felt for a while that standardized testing like that doesn't provide an accurate measure of a person's intelligence, but at the moment that's what we have to go on. It's alright if you don't score well.

As for the panic attacks, hopefully you're talking to a professional about that stuff because goodness knows I'm unqualified. But know that that's also a natural process, and you shouldn't think of yourself as a lesser person for experiencing that. If anything, you're a better person, because you're struggling and pushing through things that most people can't think of.