Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-35195751-20191002180539

Going throught the "teen angst" and "self loathing emo" phase as I believe some people refer to it

I guess I feel like divulging personal stuff to internet people today, so here ya go

1) I have insane levels of insomnia at the moment. This is getting steadily worse on a daily basis for reasons below

2) I just got new hearing aids and a new insulin pump and am trying to adjust to those. You can probably guess what that's like -_-

3) My parents are playing the "our house our rules" card during every discussion I try to have and I feel treating me as a signifigantly less intellegent person than I am (unintellegent though I may or may not be, suffice it to say I have Aspergers). I never want to have ANY discussion with them these days because it annoys me, it takes way too long, and it never resolves anything.

4) As a result of 3, I am unable to use electronics to help with my insomnia, because "the videos you use to help you fall asleep are actually giving you insomnia", so "we're totally looking into getting things that play you music WITHOUT da screenz" (My parents haaaaaate da screenz). Never mind the visuals being half the reason the videos help me sleep.

5) I cannot have a serious discussion with aformentioned parents for so many reasons, and can't really fix any of the aformentioned issues as such. (I'd go into greater detail, but just writing any of it feels insanely personal and frustrating.)

6) Asexuality + No close friends (Literally don't have time/brainpower to make any) = I'm bored while still being stressed out of my mind, and I (feel like?) have little to nothing to look forward to at the moment

TLDR: I'm sleepy during almost every waking hour, My grades and education are suffering for it, I'm bored with life at random times, and my Parents are no help right now

I'm not asking anyone here to sympathize or "try to fix it", I just felt like letting y'all know for various reasons. I'm sure I can get this worked out, but it'll take a little while

So while I'm not going to be dropping this wiki, as it's one of the only things I enjoy doing at the moment, it is somewhat likely that my activity will drop

Apologies for any inconviniences this causes, I'll still try to make it a point to get on at least once a day

Yes you can ask questions about my Medical issues if you feel like it, I won't mind, I get it a lot.

Thanks for actually reading this far ^-^ 